I have to fight (2/2)

I should betray the things so priceless

And be there where I feel dumb.

I used to saying people sorry,

But it won't help, I'll soon messed up.

It seems I'll always be a failure

For me, for you, so tricky trap.

I want to be a better person,

I hate this misery in me.

But it is life, not its rehearsal,

And I'm so scared what I will see.

I really hope I find my courage

While I feel my heart's still beating.

And to get rid of this hard torture

I have to fight, stop just retreating.