I have to fight (1/2)

No, it's never gonna over,

My life will always be like that.

I'm staying just a little slower

Than everybody, it feels bad.

My feelings are a little higher,

I know I'm kind of drama queen.

But I can't help it, I'm so tired.

Please, can you not to be so mean?

I feel like loser, may be I am.

I really want to handle this.

But I'm just staying here and crying,

My self-assessment rips in peace.

So many things in head, it's madness,

And I'm not sure it will stop.